WIP

Today is the day that I finally made myself a Diary site like I had wanted. I studied for months on how to make a 'blog' to the point where I now have my substack newsletter... but that wasn't enough for me. It wasn't really what I wanted. I was also struggling to figure out what I wanted my Neocities page to be and so this ended up as my favorite outcome. I only have one gigabite to work with until I eventally have the money to become a supporter. Eventually, I'll use this as an archive for my previous finsta. I'm excited to see where this takes me. I'm grateful to weirdwizard69 for inspiring me with their site while browsing neocities.

Burnout is such an odd creature. I have motivation in bursts and I can't quite seem to leash it in lately. The new year is exciting but I'm nervous about graduating. It is really difficult to decide whether or not I want to persue a Masters. There's only so much art school you can take.. right? But I want to learn more about code. I want to write GLSL. I also would love to learn more about arduino. I want time to myself to explore but I know I need the structure in order to focus on what really matters. I think my problem is that, with as confident as I am in schooling others, I need to remember that I can just as easily school myself. Just like I have been for the last few years. This school has me feeling like a massive fish in a small pond. I'm tired of not fitting in. Maybe it's just my particular school.